the sound of the misbehaviors

 https://soundcloud.com/nicholas-murphy-663530773/myself-deserves-an-antidote

Lyrics:

From The Misbehaviors' Waking Before Memory

Verse 1:

Hi, I’m an amnesiac chameleon

Buried in a terrible law of silence again

There are many monsters sick that are actually living in 

my theater of abandonment and violence.

Locked in, even outdoors,

Landmines and times tear

Me open then cut me off:

My memory’s been sharecropped.

Chorus:

Give myself my memory

Give myself myself again

Give myself my memory

Give myself a best friend

Give myself my memory

Give myself myself some hope

Give myself my memory

Myself deserves an antidote

Verse 2:

I might look still

I may seem chill

I act real numb

I’m screaming dumb.

Pain as love

Free as drugs

A whole career

Drove in shrugs.

Bridge: 

What I fear

I repeat

What I fear

I forgot 

x2 

What I fear I forgot

Haha and I repeat

Chorus:

Give myself my memory

Give myself myself again

Give myself my memory

Give myself a best friend

Give myself my memory

Give myself myself some hope

Give myself my memory

Myself deserves an antidote

Give myself my memory

Give myself myself again

Give myself my memory

Give myself a best friend

Give myself my memory

Give myself myself some hope

Give myself my memory

Myself deserves an antidote